1. |
Mind And Seek
03:16
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It’s time for a game
Let’s play hide and seek
Deep inside the gray maze
To find the real me
But am I real
Do I exist
Or is the will to die
Too strong to resist
Who am I
What is wrong
Why is that feeling
That I don’t belong
It’s a race
Against the clock
While time is
Only relative
Every conclusion
Brings a new question
Bigger than
The one before
Who am I
What is wrong
Why is that feeling
That I don’t belong
Locked inside disorientation
Truth prepares its final invasion
Game is over, awareness rises
It’s not them wearing disguises
I AM THE ENEMY
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2. |
Good Job
03:12
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Lost my job
They lost their minds
How could someone
Be so unkind
Worked my ass off
For all those hours
While they expect me
To have superpowers
Been too honest
I did it again
Trusted the wrong
Betrayed in the end
Then they said goodbye
No payment at all
That was the moment
I lost control
Why did I trust them
I should have known
All those liars
Make me feel so alone
Been too honest
I did it again
Trusted the wrong
Betrayed in the end
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3. |
Brain Masturbation
02:14
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Countless emotions
Running through my mind
Thinking about the unnecessary
Contemplations of every kind
Exhausted, confused
My brains feel overused
Tired of thinking
Solved by drinking
BRAIN MASTURBATION
The brain mindfucking itself
BRAIN MASTURBATION
Completely out of control
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4. |
Civet Cat Symphony
02:20
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I’m the civet cat
Watch for my words
I’m shitting those beans
As if they were chords
I must confess
It’s my biggest success
People drinking the mess
Slipping out of my ass
Oh hell it’s so funny
How blinded by money
Those greedy capitalists
Are willing to get shitty fists
To get a tiny taste
Of my fresh warm waste
They pay the highest price
To buy my goddamn Scheiß
I’m the shit
TOO EXPENSIVE FOR YOU
Drink my shit
TOO EXPENSIVE FOR YOU
Sell my shit
TOO EXPENSIVE FOR YOU
You’re full of shit
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We’re programmed to live
Predestined to die
The purpose of existence
Ain’t nothing but a lie
Life’s just one big game
Must follow the rules
While slowly going insane
It won’t provide you its clues
Hello world
I don’t want more time
Please accept my
Final goodbye
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6. |
Negativity
03:39
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Alarm clock is buzzing, the clock strikes 10am
It’s time for negativity to wake up again
Just look at yourself and your whole lack of life
Repeating daily patterns from morning till night
You egocentric asshole, narcissistic piece of shit
Already ruined a family, and still enjoying it
But don’t you think you won, in fact you will lose
While I am getting stronger, you will drown in your booze
Avoiding responsibilities, like a big fucking child
Using your own children for your fantasies running wild
Not allowed to speak or to make any sound
Knowing if I would, I’d get knocked down to the ground
You didn’t want your wife, but neither a divorce
The only way to see her leave was dead through the doors
Now you can keep the money, the furniture, the house
I just didn’t expect that it would make you so proud
Ruling the autocracy from your throne in the temple of smoke
Still trying to suppress positivity, destroy all feelings of hope
But my life finally started, even though 24 years late
Learning there is more in life than sadness, pain and hate
That leaves me with just one thing left to say
While turning my back to the past, gently walking away
I’m sure my dear friend Satan will fully enjoy
The moment you’ll arrive as his new burning toy
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7. |
Trust
04:19
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Confused by every action
Or the lack of a reaction
Fooled by all distractions
On the road to my perfection
What once felt as a must
Now fills me with disgust
Dignity completely crushed
Not knowing how to fucking trust
Will it be my fate to drown
In the loneliness that surrounds
Or has the moment still to be found
Where I’m the one standing after the winning round
At the end of the tunnel I can see the light
Still there’s no reason to be terrified
For the sake of life I might need to hide
But as long as I’m standing, I’m ready to fight!
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Immortality
01:10
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Another day in this fucked up life
Nothing new, nothing to strive for
There’s no hope, no future, no will to go on
Everything in my life is already done
I know it’s that time, I’ve had this before
Soon there will be an ambulance at my door
But the pills are screaming for me
For that person I don’t want to be
I don’t know how many, but I will take any
The battle of the pills, against my own will
It’s still not enough, for me to die of
Don’t like it at all, but I’m immortal
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9. |
Katastrophic
02:33
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Started with a heart full of scars ripped apart
Meant to keep it closed but meeting you made it hard
To stay locked inside these walls so I gave you the key
Letting you come close to the fragile part in me
Your complimenting words as a source of motivation
Every day new lyrics with our chats as inspiration
From the depths of depression climbing up towards progression
Still too fucking pussy for the heaviest confession
AFRAID TO LOSE
Tricked into a situation that gets worse by every move
AFRAID TO LOSE
Messing up while all I’m trying is to prove
Knowing me better than I’d ever know myself
Instead of giving you some space I kept begging for your help
Possessed by frustration, getting lost in contemplations
Fooled by my own worst enemy ending up in a catastrophe
Changing the past is not an option nor my goal
But a future without you would leave a hole inside my soul
Of course you are worth more than just a simple fucking song
Just hoping for a chance to make it right what I did wrong
AFRAID TO LOSE
Tricked into a situation that gets worse by every move
AFRAID TO LOSE
Messing up while all I’m trying is to prove
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10. |
Buzzing Best Buddy
02:48
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The rivers flow through the hills
Slipping along a path full of thrills
Dripping down the bushy lane
Coming from the valley of shame
The ship braves wave after wave
Countless temptations for the captain to crave
He keeps sailing determined and firm
Reaching the finish line on short term
IT’S MY BUZZING BEST BUDDY [4x]
Heavy moaning, loud screams
Feel the longing for wet dreams
From enjoyment till orgasm
This toy helps you heavily buzzing
IT’S MY BUZZING BEST BUDDY [4x]
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Parastroyed Amsterdam, Netherlands
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